Nobody can teach me who I am. You can describe parts of me, but who I am - and what I need - is something I have to find out myself.
I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.
Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain.